"Do not be afraid, for behold, I bring you good tidings of great joy..." Luke 2:10
"From the firefly, red orange glow. See the face of fear running scared in the valley below." u2
Fear.
It was present at the first Christmas. Simple shepherds, the lowest rung on the economic ladder, received the first news of the birth of a Savior with fear and trembling. The angelic announcement was of the arrival of a Messiah who would establish a new kingdom, one not built with human hands. A kingdom with humble origins that would last forever. A King who would level the playing field for rich and poor alike. A babe born into poverty who would later identify with the outcasts of society, more comfortable with misfits and sinners than with kings and religious leaders. A Man who asked for nothing but simple belief and trust.
Fear.
It is still present this Christmas. I see it in a lot of eyes here in what some believe is "God's Country," as if we were His favorite.
It is the fear that all that was good and honorable and decent in this nation is past. That this earthly kingdom's greatness cannot be recovered or restored. That what we once had here has been ruined by politics, greed, and apathy.
I see it in the eyes of the man who has lost his job and cannot find another. So much of a man's identity is in what he does. When that is lost, a soul-jarring desperation sets in, deep and dark as the blackest night.
I see it in the eyes of some of the old, who live in one of the richest nations on earth and yet must often choose between their prescriptions and their power bills.
I hear it in the conversations of many otherwise sensible middle-class men, who are stockpiling guns and ammunition because they no longer trust their government.
I see it in the faces of men and women who both work, sometimes more than one job, but still cannot keep up with their escalating debt. People who are trading their children, their relationships, and everything really important in their lives to support a desire for more "stuff."
I hear it in the whispered conversations of the owners of small businesses, who have leveraged everything they have in order to stay open these last two years. They have no options left, and if "things don't turn around soon," are facing bankruptcy and the loss of years of work.
I see it, hear it, smell it--everywhere I go.
If I have learned anything from all this fear it is that what is really important is not what we have, but who we are, who we love, and Who we are loved by.
I, too, have felt the fear. But through these difficult, dark days I have found moments of pure joy. I've found it in the accomplishments of two great sons; in the encouraging words of family; in holding a new baby; in the bond of friendships old and new. It has arrived in a smile, a touch, a song, or beautifully arranged words. Moments of life that cannot be bought with cash or credit.
If you are among the fearful I hope you find some peace and joy this Christmas season.
Fear not. It had a nice ring to it, like Christmas bells.
Questions of the heart
5 days ago
Nice, and FelĂz Navidad to you. Fear not.
ReplyDeleteThanks, my friend. The same to you and the lovely senora. Good times ahead.
ReplyDeleteYup. Fear is something we can sense, feel, taste, and smell. And so is love. Good post.
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